the mind governed by the spirit is life and peace

you have an amazing personality, and you are such a great guy with great looks and i know you would be a great father and husband in the future but as of right now

You are 18 and

you dont have a car

you dont go to school

you dont have a phone

and

you don’t have a job to get all of the above. 

This scares me and is a big turn off because at this age i feel as if you shouldnt be so dependent on others and start straightening all this out. 

I need an independent guy, who has everything straighten out. 

Because if not all you can provide for me is emotional attachment and sex. 

i dont want that. 

I wish i could just tell you this straight up because it kills me to see you emotionally torcher yourself because i denied you.

YOU ARE AMAZING INSIDE AND OUT.

but im picking my men wiser now…..

i’m sorry.